Just For You

Just For You

Pretty in pink, she’s not who you think

You don’t like her, you like me

She’s just a puppet, you’re the puppeteer

Controlling her strings, trying even harder

She’s not your girl; I am your girl.

Look at me, wait can you even see?

Me with my glasses, or are you too blind to ask me?

Don’t know if you really like her

Or is she just a fake?

To make me break

Is that your aim?

Not sure if I’ll like you then

When you’re just playing pretend

When you’re done with her

Will you run back to me?

Is this reality?

Do I still want you?

Or are you just being cool?

I don’t know anymore

You’re just some stranger

A Moment Like This?

Well, I've been wanting to talk to him for FOREVER, and I finally did. Well, sorta. It was about homework though. It was about our Physics Lab that none of us understood how to do. So here's how it started:
I started by asking him if he had finished the lab yet. He said no, he was still in need of data from his friend. Then wait a couple minutes, he asks me if he could borrow my data. So then I gave it to him and that was it. Well, maybe I asked him a couple questions here and there and that was it. But you know the feeling when you talk to the guy you like for like five minutes? It just seems like the longest five minutes ever?
here's the convo anyways. if you thought i'd give out his name, you're wrong. i won't reveal his name. :D

The stuff in the parentheses are random thoughts I had.

me: hey sorry to bother u 
do you get how to do the physics lab?

him: im still waiting for my friends data

me:=.=

him: or an i just ur data for speed of sound lab (okay this line makes no sense. but since i'm asian, i understand.)
me: haha ok
but it might be werong
me and my firned still tryna figure out
anytways...
523.2 Hz --- 2.48 or 2.98 cm (cant read my writing)
392 Hz ---- 2.45 cm
him: ok
ty
me: mhm
perchance did u get the tube length?
lol bad english.. did u find the tube length (like did u record it)
him: nop
lol
me: fuuu
ok me assume its 20 again
can u tell me the percent error u got for the velocity when u et a chance? thkx
sorry again
for the refraction lab was ur index greater than 1?

him: ye (uhhh...)
both
greater than 1
me: ok just making sure
him: something like 1.4 ~~~
me: i dont need the number cuz i got confused...
him: ok
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  8:18pm
  

I Don't Really Understand It

I never really understand why guys give girls chocolate or flowers and wear suits. Is that supposed to make them look better? Honestly, I don't really like guys in suits. I think it makes them look weird, in some exceptions. But, generally, yes. I like guys who wear plaid better. I think that they look so adorable in them! Why is it that guys look so cute when they wear plaid, when girls look weird? I like wearing plaid, just that it makes me look tacky. And they also look cute when they're carrying something, like a jacket? I saw him do it once, so I know. But when girls do it, they look kinda clumsy. And guys with accents! Oh my gosh! Dreamy! But girls with accents, mehh. Cody Simpson!! <3

So yeah...

But when girls, especially Asian girls do something cute like the typical Asian peace sign, they look cute. But when guys do it, mehh. Even Asian guys, mehh.

I Don't Get It

facts within a message are back!

i Just hate it when guys play games with yoU.
he Still likes me. i know iT. i can see iT when he looks at mE. he's stiLl in my chinese class. and she's in there too. and he still sneaks gLances at Me. so why doesn't he just brEak up with her? probably cause he likes her. but The way that i see it, He doesn't rEally like her That much. i can sense it. i dunno. i just can.
i puRposely sit where i tUrn my back to him cause i can't bear To see his lovey-dovey-ness with Her. i still like him too? i was kinda pulled into his trap of love and i can't get out. i wish i could.